oh my god… i guess this is the biggest mistake i did in my whole damn life… i just realized that being in a relationship is not easy to do… i can say that i’m not happy and contented… and i know he’s not the one for me… i don’t love him and i don’t care about him… being with him feels like torture… i hate seeing him.. i hate looking at him… i hate myself so much because of him… i did’nt expect that it will turn out like this… the pain i’m feelin now is…. i don’t know… but i only know that I DON’T LOVE HIM AND I WILL NEVER EVER LOVE HIM! he disgusts me… if i could take back all that words.. all the tears and all the pain… I WILL… but i just can’t…  i don’t think i can still survive if i’m carrying all these tears and all the pain… :(( god.. help me…  i can’t live with this regrets!

hhaiiisstt.... i l0ve you... supeerrr... nkakalungk0t nga lng kxe may mga humahadlaNg n mga bida... =(( per0 auk0 s iba.. sau lng ac0h tumin0 ee.. ;D ikaw pa.. khet mnXan lng tau mg usap... DI PA PERSONAL! lab n lab kta.. grabeH.

mamancn ka nman  sket nun.. per0 aus lng yan... aLam c0h nmang parehas lng tau ee.. =D grabe.. 22o bah ung nangyare nung o9.30.o9? sna 22o eun.. =D s tng dLawa n lNg eun.. :"> KILIG TO THE MAXX tul0y ac0h dt0.. hhaayyysss... grabe.. 

aLam m0.. s lhat ng mga ta0 jan.. ikaw lNG ngpatin0 s kN..  =)) I MEAN... nging stick t0 ONE. ;D kaw pa. adiKK na adiKK c staR sau ee :)) ac0h ba c staR? prang d nmaN! EWAN!? bstah. alam c0h lng lab n lab n lab n lab k ni bianca ska ni staR!

prang isa lNG eun aa. pugee... HK.HK. per0 mnXan ang lab0 m0.. isip bata mxad0... masunget...mxad0ng astigiN... ska... bstaH.. hal0s lhat ng mga nkakainis n bgay... per0.. HONESTLY... aun lhat ung nagustuhaN c0h sau.. =D kya nga lab n RIN kta ee.. TNX s lhaT! 

k s kN n0... lal0 na pag cnasabe m0ng I LOVE YOU o kya.. I LOVE YOU TOO! :)) saya nun n0h... eps lng ung iba jan n pilit na sumasaLi... per0 aus lng yan.. kw p rN nman ee..

sNa kaw dn.. SANA ac0h lng dn ung sau.. 

hugS and kisses.

to HIM: i love you but it hurts me when i see you don’t even care about me.. i sacrificed a lot of things for you.. are you worthy? i really don’t know.. i only know that it will hurt me a lot if i let you go.. it hard to move on.. it will be impossible to forget you.. someday.. i hope we can find ourselves together forever.. i don’t want to lose you… i will not live w/o you.. there’s no sense in living if you’re not w/ me….

to HIM: i loved you even you did’nt care about me.. you’re the one who said to let go.. when i let you go… you came after me… i almost forgot you.. i almost moved on w/ him.. ALMOST! but not completely.. you came after me and let me love you again..

NOW.i don’t know what to do!

putek yan. kaka bwiset! ang lkas ng ulan. tpos epal p cla ate jane. sbe nia pwede n daw akong lumabas tpos biglang sbe nla nicole susumbong daw ako ni ate jane kay mam guzman kc d daw ako nag paalam! putek yan! nkakabnas! tpos cla nicole. ang tgal dumating! nag hintay p kme ni mica s kalsada ng 2 oras. tpos cla alyssa nmn nkasilong lng s tindahan. =( wawa nmn kme ni mica! kakainis tlga ung mga un. pnaghintay kme nla kakai! grabe! tpos dumating c kuya erik. tpos nkasakay dun c marx tpos sbe ni marx n padating n daw cla nicole. tpos nag hintay ulet kme. tpos bumalik ulet c kuya erik. tpos cnabay n kme. tpos nkita nmen cla nicole. naglalakad lng ! AARRGGHHH!!! d nla alam kung ganu kme banas n banas! X( tpos nlakad nmen hanggang baba. tpos sumakay kme s jeep. tpos epal cla miguel nandun n pla s cherry. tpos nag hiwalay kme by group tpos super lmig kc prang nligo kme s ulan tpos biglang aircon! whew!lamig tlga. tpos may extrang pera dun s mga contribution. tpos dun n nagcmula ung mga kababalaghan! haha. getsh? tpos nung magbabayad na. may tumawag s kn”bianca” tpos nkita ko c dianne. ung sis ni den den. tpos umiyak c denden amutekk. haha. tpos picture kme ng picture tpos pnagalitan kme nung epal n guard! haha. tpos bumili cla ng zagu kc libre ni jr. pero auko nung zagu eh! kya humiwalay muna ako s knla. tpos aun n. pauwi n kme tpos ala kmeng masakyan s cherry. umuulan p nmn:( wawa nmn kme. tpos nkita nmin mama nla aries. tpos naglakad n lng kme. pra nga kmeng mga tanga eh. naglakad amputek! tpos c miguel pabida. hinahawakan ung mga putol n line ng kuryente. tpos c matthew nmn sayaw p rn ng sayaw habang naglalakad. tpos aun. paiyak n c kimberly. muntik n nga rn akong umiyak eh. tpos may FX kmeng nkita. tpos sumakay n kme. tpos naiwan cla thea.kimberly.miguel at matthew. na guilty nga ako eh. tpos pumunta p kme knla kakai. kse nandun ung mga bag nmeng epal. tpos gbing gbe n. tpos c nicole. biglang nandun s labas ng bhay nla kakai. naiowan pla ung bag nia kay jade. tpos bnigay nmen. tpos sumakay n rn c jade s tricycle. tpos naiwan kme ni mica.gin and kang. tpos umuwi n c kang tpos umuwi n rn kme nla gincon. pero c mica. nag punta s mn. tpoa tnimpla nmen ung iced tea ska ung grahams. tpos ngaun. ala plang pasok. mpapanis un! =(

yeah ryt! muka lng tanga ung gala knina!  nung sumakaya kme ni mica ng jeep. may sumakay n laseng n lalake. tpos paiyak n ko s sobrang tkot. kc ang laki laki ng space tpos tabi ng tabi s kn. prang ewaN! nkakatakot tlga! tpos c mica nmn prang tanga. nag sisign of the cross kya mas lalo aqong ntakot! tpos bumaba n kame ni mica. tpos ulan ng ulan. tpos pumunta kme s 7/11 pra tumambay. bumili lng ng CHUPA CHUPS.hershey’s ska ng SLURPEE! tpos nag papapancn kme s mga tga-ANHS! haha. tpos ang tlino ni mica. nung nsa stairs n kme. NADULAS amputekk!bida kme! tpos nung nsa overpass n kme. prang may nlaglag s kn. tpos ang bobo ko. d ko tnitgnan. nung nsa taas n kme. nkita ko c pete ksma ung mama nia. tpos c mica prang super kaba ang putek! aun na. pumunta kme ni mica s value buy. tpos inubos muna nmen ung slurpee. tpos nkita nmen c kakai ksma ung yaya nia. haha. tpos mukang adik ung yaya nia. sbe.. wla daw nilon ung value buy. tpos sbe ni kakai dun s yaya nia n bumile n lng s iba. tpos umalis n ung yaya nia.hnihintay nmen c rosh kc sbe nia pupunta dn daw xia. tpos d nmn pumunta. tpos tumawid n nmn kame. pumuntra ulet kme s 7/11 at tumambay! tpos pra kmeng tanga. tumawid n nmn kme s overpass tpos nkita ko ung payong ko. nsa mtnda amputek! nkita ko s bulsa ko n nwawala ung payong ko.. tpos lumayo n ung babae. tpos c mica. hnabol. kme ni kakai nandun lng s tpat ng chowking tpos xia. hnabol s ulan ung babae. tpos knausap nia. cnabe ni mica “s klasmeyt ko po yan” tpos sbe nung babae.. “akn to” tpos bumalik n s mn c mica. tpos bnalikan ulet ni mica ung mtanda. tpos aun. sbe ni mica “s klasmeyt ko po tlga yan!” tpos aun… bnalik na.. magna amputekk! aun na. gumala gala n nmn kme s value buy. tpos tnatawanan ung mga tinda. prang adik nga kme nun eh. tpos sbe ko ky mica kung meron clang nilon! tpos bnigyan kme nung nag titinda. ang epal nung yaya ni kakai. BARBERS amputekk! tpos nkita nmen ung yaya nia nsa tpat ng chowking kumakaen ng ice cream tpos sbe ni kakai dun s yaya nia.”cnung tanga?” tpos pnakita nya ung nilon. tpos sbe nung yaya nia. “ayan b ung nilon n cnasabe moh?” tpos tawa kme ng tawa kc ang tlino nung yaya nia. haha. tpos aun. umuwi n cla kakai. tpos nag papicture kme ni mica! haha. tpos nung sumakay n kme. nkita nmen cla *tut* and *tut*! haha. :*

ang sya n gala yan! mga sumama:aqoh.mica.kakai.rosh.marx.reniel.jr.kim.jade.maki.pete. putek, haha. prang adik ung librong pinakita s kn ni rosh! haha. grabe. maxadong wild! d n tuloy aqoh mkahinga s kakatawa. kausap ko p nmn c marx s telephone! haha. XD prang mga tae p nung tinanggal ung cord ng telephone nla marx! haha. pugee kc c matt. tpos nag papicture p s gate 2. tpos pramng bliw n kung anu anu ang binili n puro bof! haha. grabe nkakabliw! tpos pumunta knila rosh! haha. tpos umepal ung ulan. tpos si marx nag sparkle kc mlapit n mag 3. haha. pish tau marx! haha. tpos nung nsa tindahan na. nkita cla jr and reniel the brace. tpos pumunta knla reniel the brace. tpos pumunta knla maki. tpos wlang umeepal s bhay nla maki. tpos hinabol ng aso si reniel and jr. tpos super paiyak n c reniel! peace reniel ^^! haha. tpos pumunta knla kim and jade. tpos cgaw kmi ng cgaw ng DANA JADE CAUILAN! tpos pinagalitan kme ng bidang babae. “isa png beses n mrinig ko yan ah. (FC DAW XIA)” tpos cla roshka,d nrineg. maxadong mkulet. inulet pa. “d b taga infant kau?! may natutulog n baby!” bida eh. pnahiya kme. haha. XD bwiset. haha. tpos nkita nmen c maki.  tpos sbe nia uwi muna xia. tpos umales na. tpos nkita nmn nmen c pete. tpos sbe nia umuwi n daw c edgar! =( kc kla nla d n daw tuloy. tpos un. sumama s men c pete. tpos pumunta kme s tindahan malapet knla maki and kim. tpos nkita ulet nmin c maki. tpos un. sumama den xia. tpos pumunta kme knla kim. tpos dun lng kme nkaupo s lbas. tpos un. umuwi n kme s sobrang boring  =(

ang lkas mo pa mag pabida! kla mo lhat ng tao kampi sau.pti ate ko inaway mo pa. abnormal… 2nd yr. college n DAW xia eh. haha. nag-po k bigla no. pahiya. aawayin mo pa kmi ah. f n f mo p pag pabida mo ah. inexplain nia n s kn no. haha. bwiset ka. haha.  awayin mo lng kmi hanggang gusto mo. bsta s huli. wag k iyak ah?!? promise mo un s kn. bwiset ka. LOSERS never win because they are just simply LOSERS! does’nt make sense right? but i think you are a loser.

nkakabnas tlga ung babaeng un.. nkakaasar grabe… aqoh p ung cnisi??  andmi ko n ngang ibang problems tpos biglang mag papabida p ung muka nia…  nkakabnas… grabe… sna makarma xia s ginagawa nia… nkakainis… xia nmn nag cmula ng away eh… mukang tae kc maxado… maxadong hagard ung  muka!!! nkakabnas tlga… gusto ko n tlgang bumalik nung grade 6!! namimiss ko n tlga mga ORIGINAL kong klasmeyts!!! lalo n c denise… nmimiss ko n ktbi c nadine… nmimiss ko n s likod ko c pete… nmimiss ko n c mam lozada… nmimiss ko n s dulo aqoh… nbabanas tlga aqoh dun s muka nung loser n un!!! magalit k s kn… wag muh ko pancnin..  pake ko… cnu k b?? maxado kng bida ah… BWIXET!!! d n nmn aqoh mkakatulog ni2 kaka isip kung ganu kau mag pabida… aaaarrrrrgggghhh!!! sna tlga d n lng ka nkilala…

kya muh yan… grabe.. awayin muh c loser khit n mgalit s tn c 3.. wahahah… byaan muh n ung loser n c 3… haha… trying hard maxado c loser no… hahaha… kya muh yn mica… FIGHTING!!! AJA!!

grabe,,, d qoh n tlga alam gagawin qoh.. pagka cnbi qoh… aq rn kawawa s huli… pag dineny koh nmn… bka puro regrets aqoh s huli… wahahahaha….. kumakalat n tlga ung 2ngkol kay 3… kailangan qoh nang 2mahimik… nkakainis nmn kc ung isang tao dun eh… lhat n lng… bstah!!! un n un….